I said and wrote and thought of so many things I wish to say. As the events of my life have proven, that kind of leisure is not possible. There are just too many words to waste.
As the cliché goes, things are not always what they seem. You, whom I have never really known all the while, do not realize that you have not known me too. You haven’t tried knowing me.
My fascination is wasted not because you did not succumb to it, but because it is something you do not understand—something you mistake we can settle in the privacy of your cheap trick.
I was wrong to believe I needed closure from you. Closure does not exist. You, from my imagination, do not exist.
And just like you, I said things I do not really mean so I can write about it. Hate is not necessary, as I said. I have always had something else in mind, which you call paranoia.
You, as always, are the character I imagined in my head.
ansyien said
“I was wrong to believe I needed closure from you. Closure does not exist. You, from my imagination, do not exist.
And just like you, I said things I do not really mean so I can write about it. Hate is not necessary, as I said. I have always had something else in mind, which you call paranoia.
You, as always, are the character I imagined in my head.”
-*gawaran ng award!”